i find it hard to get close to people
hard to open up to people
hard to relate to them.
i feel that humans are so different.
i just cant open up.
there's this barrier around me
that ive formed unconsciously
i myself dont even know how to go beyond.
i feel that there's another me
talking to people on the outside
and another me trapped inside.
i'm not sad or anything you see
just that i dont know how to feel
or communicate with my fellow humans.
its killing me.